Tonight I just want to eat. Eat everything. Eat all my frustrations in the world away. Somedays I forget that I am an emotional eater, some days I don't think about it and some days it hits me like a ton of bricks. Some days I forget why I started this blog. At first it wasn't about sharing my story. I just wanted a place to escape, a place to let things out.
Tonight I just want to eat but I won't. I refuse to, not tonight. I will fight it, I will clean or do something else instead. I may lose the fight some days but I won't tonight, I won't let myself, I need to win tonight.
I just wanted to let it out.